Wow - this past week has really whizzed past! The 'home stretch' has been a blur of intense rehearsals. Tonight is our recording session and tomorrow is our concert. I can't believe that we've almost fulfilled our goal after a month of serious collaboration.
I'm very stressed about getting through the next few days. My face is pretty tired but I just need to hang in there a little longer. I have played trumpet anywhere from 3-6 hours everyday for the past month (save for about 3 days). This is so unlike me back home :)
Other stresses are the weather - we are recording outside in a field (some of the microphones are hanging from trees!). Surprisingly the acoustics are very good. Also, the performance is scheduled to take place outside. For the past few days the weather has been in fine tropical form - hot, sunny and humid. But our track record here has included a heck of a lot of rain. My fingers are crossed!
Denis our camera guy thought that having our one and only concert here rained out would make for a spectacular end to the documentary. I'm not sure that Michael would agree with him, though. I told him that an even better ending would be to watch AK's clarinet dissolve in the rain and then watch our (electric) pianist get electrocuted ("being electrocuted" - that one's for you, Em).
Last night both the gamelan and the western musicians met at Dewa Berata's pondok (Dewa is one of the brothers who founded Cudamani - the other is Alit, of course). The purpose of the meeting was to discuss the process of learning the music and how we've all felt about working together despite our differences. The discussion was very interesting with lots of participation from both sides.
We discussed how the gamelan felt about the western musicians reading music, adhering to the score, etc. And then in the end things got a little emotional when we asked Michael whether or not he felt that this collaboration has been a success. He read to us from his program notes for tomorrow night - in it he described the piece as being 'still in darkness.' Meaning, I suppose, that there is still much work to be done in order to achieve musical 'success' from this sort of cross-cultural experience.
Bapak Dewa (the father of the Cudamani brothers) and a respected elder joined us at that point in the meeting and said that he feels that it is not up to us to determine whether or not the music is a success - it is up to the audience to decide. Our role is to continue creating music as much as we possibly can.
Dewa Berata focussed on the positive relationships and peripheral benefits of the collaboration. After the discussion we headed back to the sanggar for our final rehearsal - I think we all felt a little more united after taking the time to discuss the project. Save for some of the younger guys who goofed around and smoked their cigs the whole time :)
I enjoyed the discussion immensely; but am wondering if it is 'normal' for the Balinese musicians to sit around and discuss music as such. I think I will ask Sudi next time I see him. I also need to ask him if my sulings have been ordered??!! I think they are being ordered on Bali time (perhaps he can bring them to me when he returns to Vancouver in the fall).
So much to say...so much to say. This morning we heard a gamelan in the village of Pinda. They're all these old farmers - but they were wicked good. Not a lot of flash and pizzazz - just a strong, solid focus and connection to the music.
Another thing I've spent a lot of time thinking about lately (besides Jon!) is how to get Gita Asmara (our gamelan in Vancouver) up and running as an organization. I've been holding back on my business-y ways because of some of the laid-back personalities in the group. Lately I've been going around and speaking to members of our group that are here on the trip and determining what level they would like to see the group working towards over the next 1-5 years.
The majority would like to be up and running, performing in Vancouver and possibly touring to Bali in a couple of years. Now that I have some consensus I intend to work on a plan for the organization when I get home. I'm tired of hanging back in all of our meetings and witnessing the 'group think' or apathy. There are several people who just want everything to magically happen around them - y'know show up and play but never actually touch a grant application. Anyways, I've assigned myself official 'sh*t disturber' status - and Nicole and Pete have said they're willing to back me up!
So...I think I've written quite enough. Time to go warm up for tonight's session. Catch you all later! (I'll be home on Thursday!)
Rach